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One wants to protect me.
The other wants to destroy me.
One wants to love me,
The other wants my innocence.
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“Do you want to give me my birthday spanking now or wait until after the next movie.” I lifted my head slightly and smiled.
“Hmm.” He titled his head and I saw the jovial expression on his face fade. “I don’t think that’s a good idea.”
I know you like that sort of thing.
“Why not? I’m supposed to get one, right?” I walked a little closer.
I knew I was teasing him. I saw what was on his computer. But it was about more than his secret fantasy. He had done so much to erase the bad memories without even knowing everything I had been through. He had showed me that some people could be trusted. I needed him to help me get past one more awful memory from my time with the Bradford’s, and I wasn’t sure anyone else would be able to do it.
“You really want this, huh?” He exhaled sharply.
“I do.” I nodded and took another step closer—so close that my leg was almost touching his.
Plus, I’m eighteen now, so if it turns into something else—that’s okay too.
“Okay then.” He took my hand and gently pulled me down across his lap. “I guess you’re going to get eighteen and one to grow on.”
“It—doesn’t have to be gentle.” I swallowed hard and shifted my hips slightly. “You can—pull down my pajamas if you want.”
No response? Oh god, did I take it too far?
I was scared to look over my shoulder at him—scared to find out if I upset him. I probably shouldn’t have tried to push it further—I was already over his knee. I didn’t want him to hurt me, but I didn’t think he would, even if it wasn’t a gentle spanking. There was a part of me that did want a slight taste of discomfort before it was over, but I didn’t want it to be a source of fear. I wanted to face it with someone I trusted. It might be a very long time before I was able to trust anyone the way that I trusted Ryan.
“Is that really what you want?” He finally responded, and then I felt his hand on my lower back.
“Yes.” I nodded and lifted up slightly.
Ryan wrapped his fingers around the waistband of my pajamas and started to pull them down, but they weren’t the only thing that came down—my panties were tangled up in his fingers as well. He didn’t stop. He pulled them both down to the middle of my thighs and shifted me on his knee. I felt vulnerable and exposed, but there was a surge of excitement that shot through my body when I felt his hand on my skin. I never thought I would want anyone to touch me again, even in kindness, but his touch made me want to beg for more.
SMACK!
“One.” His hand came down in the center of my ass and he lifted it immediately.
SMACK!
“That’s two.” I gasped slightly and felt a strange sensation of desire shoot through my veins.
“Am I counting them, or do you want to?” He lifted his hand.
SMACK!
“You—you don’t have to count them.” Another gasp rushed across my lips. “You can—just spank me.”
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
“Like that?” I heard a faint growl in his throat. “Or are you asking me for a real spanking?”
My body is practically begging for more and I have no idea why.
“I…” My words got tangled up in my throat. “I—I don’t know the difference.”
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
“We’ll stick with eighteen and one to grow on.” Another faint growl rose up from his throat. “That’s ten so far.”
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
“Ow…” I shifted my hips slightly, but it wasn’t entirely from discomfort—I could feel a wetness between my legs.
SMACK!
“Four more.” He exhaled sharply.
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
“And one to grow on, right?” I lifted my ass up, hoping that he would keep going after it.
SMACK!
“Yep.” His hand remained where it landed. “I think that’s enough.”
It’s not, but I don’t even know how to ask for more.
“Okay.” I leaned back and rubbed my ass once his hand fell away.
“Did I hurt you?” He tilted his head as I pulled up my panties and pajama pants.
Not in a way that made me want to ask you to stop.
“No, not at all.” I quickly shook my head back and forth. “Another movie?”
